Better at finding the right words to say

You don't even know the things I would say, on my mind each and every single day.
DWAAAAYYYMMMMM!

Whats up everybody, so like 2 of you... LOL

I'm currently in study mode andddd running out of energy. I'm sorry I'm not all proper grammer and spelling in these.. this shit should have auto correct LOL.

Do you guys ever have something come into your life and it just puts you in a tremendously better mood? Happened to me the other day and I have to say, it was a welcome change of pace! I have excitement where there was none, fun and laughter when i felt lonely and life was boring. I'll report back on that as more develops.

In closing,
It is not the destination, but the adventure that gets you there that is important.

Until next time,

Nate

Days Go By

I start off tonight, with the question, Do you think one person can make a difference in the world of today? 

This question has been weighing on my mind in recent days, I found myself asking, do i do enough for my fellow humans? Am I as nice as I should be? I clearly take time for granted, thinking that there is never enough of it sometimes and knowing that there is always going to be a later. I've decided to start doing the things that I've been putting off in my life, such as travelling, trying things outside of my comfort zone and setting goals and accomplishing them. So far, its led to a happier, slightly more driven me and for that, I'd say its baby steps in the right direction. 

There is something calming about night time to me. Peace and quiet I imagine, never having much of it during a day really makes you yearn for it other times. To just sit and reflect on yourself and life, is another form of cleansing oneself. It puts you in a position where you can't give yourself any excuses to not face the things that are weighing on your mind. Its really helpful for me sometimes. 

"Laughter is an instant vacation" - Milton Berle

Motivational quote = Success

And with that, I say goodnight.

Appreciation, or lack thereof.

Civilization. What can we say about it? Fast paced. Opinionated. Selfish. Ridiculous etc etc etc. You get my point. Its tough to focus on the good points about what our civilization has accomplished because the vast majority of civilization is focused inwards and on ourselves. In my opinion this causes us to block out the negative things in our own lives, with negative things from others and to never really come to terms with the negative things in our lives.

Plenty of good has come from us, as well as plenty of bad. Humans are a virus, a virus with a conscious that we clearly ignore. We grow, adapt, fight, and survive. This is basic instincts 101.

I don't even know if i really have the right to be speaking on such broad terms, but this is just how i'm viewing society. We're selfish, media influenced (even if we don't realize it), and don't deserve what we have. We are a non-unified nation, that seems about as together and willing to work with one another, as two rival armies waiting for one wrong word said. Why is the concept of a unified planet so hard to come by? It is just constant back and forth bullshit with so many countries. I understand, land disputes, security factors, uneasiness with up and coming nations. But we were all up and coming nations at one point, bombs, bigger bombs, atom bombs, nuclear bombs, you get the idea. 

The UN, stands for something...doesn't it? Unbelievably naive? We could accomplish so much more as a people if we could only stop with the selfishness. In my opinion, yes, maybe if the USA goes bankrupt, they'll stop being the bully of the world and open their wasteful eyes. Alternate energy, who stopped its research and development? Oil companies, where are said oil companies generally located? USA. Who wont stand up to them and say, STOP KILLING THE FUCKING PLANET AND ATMOSPHERE! Hardly anyone.

In the early 90s, there was "EV" offered by a number of different auto manufacturers, GM and Honda for examples. Both were all electric, and both had ranges of around 200-300 MILES. The battery technology was there, the electric cars were there. What happened? Oil companies bought the company that developed the battery technology, and began producing much less efficient batteries only offering 100-150 miles of range.

Did you know? Electric cars were around in the early 1900s, being the preferred means of transport over gas vehicles, due to the electrics being quieter and a smoother ride. What happened there? Oil Companies. Most major North American cities, had electric trolley systems throughout the city. Who bought and destroyed and replaced them? Oil companies? Nope, GM, who opened a "ghost" company that built city buses, what'd they do with the trolley cars? Scrapped.

How are these mega companies, still around and still doing these obscene ridiculous acts?! Think of where we could be right now if it wasn't for this hindrance holding back the human race. Don't get me wrong I LOVE CARS and gas motors. But instead of technology being made to develop useful things, we are now counter-productively, going to have to figure out how to save our planet before we can really progress further technologically as well as a species. 

Autumn, my favorite time of year

Good evening readers, this is your host, Nathan.

Autumn weather is upon us, those overcast days and brisk damp afternoons. Sweater season is upon us. Do you have a favourite sweater? I do its some thermo thing, super warm lining deal. Its cozy. 

With the cold reminders of whats to come (winter wtf), it makes you appreciate a warm camp fire a little bit more, if you know what im saying. A nice warm hot chocolate or tea, or a nice firm manly shot of jack daniels. That puts hair on your chest let me tell ya. Its the last few months as canadians we can do alot of outdoor things. I guess what im trying to say is, just get out there, even just for a walk, and its almost that time for leafs to start changing color, and thats just never a bad sight. 

Thanksgiving and halloween, I  don't know if any other time of year can really top that kind of delicious holdiay samplings, not to mention halloween is always kickass. I think this year i'm going to carve a badass pumpkin, and im going to try and find, a HUGE motherfuckin pumpkin. But what should I carve. Any suggestions? 

Halloween too, costume ideas so far, have none. I wanted to go as a storm trooper last year but found out how expensive/hard to find stormtrooper armor is...b.s. I think i want to wear a cape this year. But who knows lol, i'll question some ppl. 

Do you have a fondness for pie? I do. Random? Yea, i agree. But its a good topic. I'm a huge fan of pie, most notably pumpkin pie, its what i look forward to most each thanksgiving. haha

So in closing, heres to welcoming another autumn, and hopefully its a good one.

Close minded, with a million viewpoints

Hey all.
Do you find you debate well with people? It doesn't matter the subject for the debate right now, I mean in the sense that, you don't lose your temper and you can actually go about having a meaningful debate.

I know the point of a debate is two sides, each arguing their point, but should the people that are on the opposing team not listen to the ideas that are you bringing to the table?

Enough with the who wins the argument, and more with the bettering of ourselves and our peers.

So for those heated debates between friends, I say this to you. Open your mind, its a crazy world out there, and there is so much that you can learn just from listening to one another. Do you know what your friends thoughts are on global warming? Gasoline prices? or even Politics?

Its as simple as letting your friend speak their mind without grade school interruptions, challenge yourself next time to hold your tongue.

On that bombshell, keep your tires sticky side down.

Alpha Brain

It is sunday at about 5:20pm starting into this. I told my friend Steve I would let him know how my experience went with taking a supplement I recently purchased called "Alpha Brain."

I took them yesterday, and a productive day it was, considering I had a hangover. I took 2 pills when i woke up at 10, followed by breakfast. My hangover and headache were gone at some point after breakfast. Now despite a hectic morning of running around and getting things done. Around 4 in the afternoon I took one more Alpha Brain (max daily consumption it says 1-3 in morning and 1-2 after noon). At this point I felt like working on my air ride truck and needless to say, shit was accomplished. Heres my truck:

 Heres the motor ready to be pulled to get rebuilt:

On my day of Alpha Brain trials, I got the motor of my truck ready to be removed, I disconnected motor and tranny mounts, shifter, removed driveshaft, disconnected fuel and electrical. I drained all the fluids and removed the radiator. I just need to get the engine hoist from work and remove the motor.
Next plans, cut out wheel tubs in firewall to redo and make pretty.

So to sum up my experience as a whole of a day of Alpha Brain;

I was far more focused on my tasks and what i wanted to accomplish. I didn't get distracted by irrelevant things, and I was in a great mood all day. All in all I'm happy with my experience using Alpha Brain, and i'll continue taking it from time to time.

Dreary Sundays

Sunday today, not exactly the best looking outside as far as weather goes. Overcast, humid, and gross.

Restart to the week again tomorrow, monday, the day most people hate haha.

I was thinking about this while I started writing today, do you guys write with music playing in the background or without?

I'm finding that when i'm writing these and i'm trying to be inspired about what to write, I find myself getting distracted with the music I have playing and it clouds my thoughts. It might be a lack of subject on which to write, but also, its hard to jump into something you havent done much of and be able to do it all that well.

To me it seems like it can relate back to working out for me because at the onset of working out, you can't expect to just get instantly jacked, you have to work at it and have patience with it. Comparable to writing, the more you do it, the more comfortable you are with doing it. Repetition and results.

Maybe i'm just talking out of my ass though hahaha. Speculations about human nature, a never ending thought process that will leave you more confused than when you start. (quote - Me, bitches)

I digress, anyways, I just had a healthy whole wheat pasta w/vegetables n chicken and a salad. Yum, i'm thinking for one of my next entrys i'll do a step by step on how to make my "infamous" G.O.C.S. Sandwich.

And on that bombshell, keep your tires sticky side down.